Thomas Rose - Up Late Lyrics

Lately I've been up late, ain't no one to talk to
You still got our memories, I hope that they still haunt you
I've been holding on ever since the day I lost you
Ice up on my heart, I guess that's just what the frost do
Tired of this fake love, so I take these meds
She ain't really ever love me, she just want me in her bed
I be dealing with depression, make me feel like that I'm dead
Everyone around me left, that's why I ain't got no friends

Everybody's gonna want me when I pull up inna Benz
But everybody's fake so I know if you pretend
And when they see me make don't try to make amends
Now they all my fans but they used to be my friends
How you gonna change and tell me that I'm different
I be thinking bout the past low-key like I always miss it
I be up way too late, I be talking to my demons
I ain't ever had a dad, but I don't really need him
I ain't never need no help
Dealing with the things I've been dealt
I don't wanna feel the pain that I've felt
Everybody come and go like show and tell

Lately I've been up late, ain't no one to talk to
You still got our memories, I hope that they still haunt you
I've been holding on ever since the day I lost you
Ice up on my heart, I guess that's just what the frost do
Tired of this fake love, so I take these meds
She ain't really ever love me, she just want me in her bed
I be dealing with depression, make me feel like that I'm dead
Everyone around me left, that's why I ain't got no friends

I got tired of fake love, I got tired of fake friends
I got tired of these voices tryna get up in my head
I got an angel on my right and the devil on my left
And the devil got me slipping but the angel got me blessed
Keep my head on a swivel 'cause they all be telling lies
Everybody say I changed but don't be asking why
I let everybody go that cut my back with a knife
Nobody knows my past but tells me how to live my life
I remember all them days I ain't have no place to sleep
I remember all them days I ain't have nothing to eat
If you were there when I was torn then you're coming up with me
Tell me never play with fire bitch I'm best friends with the heat

Lately I've been up late, ain't no one to talk to
You still got our memories, I hope that they still haunt you
I've been holding on ever since the day I lost you
Ice up on my heart, I guess that's just what the frost do
Tired of this fake love, so I take these meds
She ain't really ever love me, she just want me in her bed
I be dealing with depression, make me feel like that I'm dead
Everyone around me left, that's why I ain't got no friends