Thorns - Carrion As a Mindset Lyrics

I've hit rock bottom
And I don't know where to go
I run this circuit
But I am running too slow
I've hit the ceiling
And my brains spilled on the floor
I've decided that I'm not gonna give a f*ck anymore

Now hit me harder
I'm starting to like the pain
Choke me out now
I've got nothing left to gain
I didn't know it
Until the bruises appeared
I've made a conscious decision to be controlled by my fears

I've hit rock bottom
And I don't know how to breathe
My lungs are broken
This tar is making me bleed
This cancer kills me
With the flick of a light
I didn't think I'd know for sure if I was dying inside

Now hit me harder
With the book of despair
It's all religion
But I just don't really care
I've burned those bridges
And they'll never come back
I think even if I tried that shit I'd have a heart attack

I've counted crows like coins and glued their wings to my back
I couldn't even think that this catastrophic dance would end like that
Because we're carrion unless we carry on I have to pick up the slack
I can't allow that
I can not back track
A panic attack
A hidden death trap
Because I'm carrion unless I carry on but I can't get past the fact that I am placing in last