Three AM Fuxk - AUX Lyrics

Every day I think and wonder
What if things were different
I always thought to myself "Go talk to her"
But I almost never did

If I gave you more attention
And actually showed you that I cared
Could I really have been your lover?
Because I do not want no other

Now it seems I have everything I need
Money, friends and I always have some weed
But something is still missing in my life
It is you - it is you and it stings like a knife

But I did nothing
What the f*ck?
And my mind keeps telling me
To tie the f*cking knot

I will never see you again
And I never said goodbye
I am gonna miss your smile
And the ocean in your eyes

I am sorry, It was lonely
Hanging out with me
I was sitting next to you
But my mind was dreaming

Wishing it was real
Wishing that we still had
Another chance
Maybe we had

It doesn't matter now
Because now I am lying
On the bathroom floor
Watching my own blood flow