Cy@ Video (MV)

Rollin up a joint
While I keep missing calls from you
Baby I miss you
But I just can't be there for you

I wanna be the one
I wanna be there, hold you close
Anxiety it turned me mad
I turned into a ghost

You think that I am bad
But I don't think so, I'm just sad
Was mostly by myself afraid
Real friends I didn't have

Those kids they didn't like
Nah, they called me this and that
For some reason I was the one to blame
I was screamed at

I tried to make some friends
But all is fake behind keypad
Crossed ways with wrong people
And I lost everything I had

I'm nothing like you my dear parents
I didn't make you glad
I didn't make you proud, I know
I'm sorry mom and dad

I keep myself so high til
I end up in bodybag
And if I take another hit
Then I will start to lag

I am not alive anymore
I am just breathing
This world was never meant for me
I'm dreaming bout leaving

Rollin up a joint
While I keep missing calls from you
Baby I miss you
But I just can't be there for you

I wanna be the one
I wanna be there, hold you close
Anxiety it turned me mad
I turned into a ghost

You think that I am bad
But I don't think so
I'm just sad
I am sad