there's no excuse for the things i did Video (MV)

I know I f*cked up that night
Sobered up in the cold
Blurry bodies and brutal quiet
Screaming black at the walls

You never thought for a second I'd be having second thoughts
And when you fell hard, well, I fell short
I don't know myself when I'm insecure

You never knew for a minute you'd be left for dead
And though it gets so loud inside my head
There's no excuse for the things I did

Waited for the storm to pass
For so long, so long, so long
I started to drown
I know this exile is justified
I know you're better off now

You never thought for a second I'd be having second thoughts
And when you fell hard, well, I fell short
I don't know myself when I'm insecure

You never knew for a minute you'd be left for dead
And though it gets so loud inside my head
There's no excuse for the things I did

I didn't know that I could scream like that
I didn't know that I could act like that
I didn't know that you could cry like that
F*ck, I'm sorry that I'm capable of that

I didn't know that I could scream like that
I didn't know that I could act like that
I didn't know that you could cry like that
F*ck, I'm sorry that I'm capable of that

I didn't know that I could scream like that
I didn't know that I could act like that
I didn't know that you could cry like that
F*ck, I'm sorry that I'm capable of that