Tim St.Clair - In my midnight day Lyrics

I don't really feel like sunshine I don't really feel like rain I don't really feel like much cause like much it's all the same
I've been home bound still turned around still shooting for my star
So many midnight days abandoned ways I'm convinced it's not so hard
There's been a lack retreat that I rush to meet red balloons can go so far
Some other way in my midnight day as I wish upon this star
There's been walls of brick twice as thick they hold the answers to my life
Like the red blood stain in a liquid drain obtained with a butter knife
I left the mold and dust in a pile of rust cracked a picture with a glare
Still, you look at it every chance you get with that hungry aching stare
I don't really feel like sunshine I don't really feel like rain I don't really feel like much cause like much it's all the same
I've been home bound still turned around still shooting for my star so many midnight days abandoned ways
I'm convinced it's not so hard there's been a lack retreat that I rush to meet red balloons go so far
Some other way in my midnight day as I wish upon this star
I've been turned around I'm not looking down I'm not trying to change my ways I'm working on an outcome
I'm a leader I'll lead the way
Cause I've been home bound still turned around still shooting for my star so many midnight days abandoned ways
I'm convinced it's not so hard there's been a lack retreat that I rush to meet red balloons can go so far
Some other way in my midnight day as I wish upon this star
I don't really feel like sunshine I don't really feel like rain I don't really feel like much cause like much it's all the same