Tom Niland - Pripyat (feat. Save) Lyrics

3:30 am, I'm in a abyss
Evaluating all the chances that I missed
Time is right now, pain's there to reminisce
Reminds me of things I've never wanted to admit
But which of these led me to deserve perdition
The choices I made never came to fruition
Followed blindly, let my life transition
Okay to bad, this was never a position
That I wanted to be in, full demolition
Of all that I achieved, worse and worse condition
All leads me to a life of suspicion
Against everyone's that in submission
So now, I'm left in this hell right here
All I wanna do is cut off my ear
Or to disappear
All I know is I can't endear this hell right here
This is all surreal, I'm in an endless loop of fear
There is no appeal, to this world, opposite ideals
This is all surreal, I'm in an endless loop of fear
There is no appeal, to this world, opposite ideals
A demon in disguise, wanted a prize
He wanted to talk about the things that ain't right
Like how is your mom, how is your dad
How is your pad, why is there so many feelings of bad
Do you want change, do you want pain
You'll go insane
For money and fiction
I told him ain't rich yet
I want all of these pictures
All in my mind, is so surreal like
And I need them existing, so let me sign
On that contract you giving
I peel off the lies, in all of my visions
Then give them to blind, and tell em just listen
This is the cries, of all that is missing
That you keep alive, whenever you wish it
I feel like in time, they will respect it
Cause this what I, will never rendition
Cause baby, I've been seeing my soul in demons lately
They shade me, and try to chase me in my feelings, I've been crazy
I can not handle the stranger things that make me
Baby
This is all surreal, I'm in an endless loop of fear
There is no appeal, to this world, opposite ideals
This is all surreal, I'm in an endless loop of fear
There is no appeal, to this world, opposite ideals
Down here I met an old man
Full of history, he made up a plan
To escape this eternal ban
He was here when it all began
Told me he was part of a klan
That's the reason he is dammed for a lifespan
Reliving his worst memory ever since then
Infinite burning got him a black tan
Whenever he is close to being relieved
He's pushed down again, can never achieve
The small fraction of light he wants to see
Locked in the chains of his sins, detainee
This is the underworld, this is the dark side
I guess now its my turn, need to abide
Every single soul here died a hundred times
I don't see what I did compared to their crimes
This is all surreal, I'm in an endless loop of fear
There is no appeal, to this world, opposite ideals
This is all surreal, I'm in an endless loop of fear
There is no appeal, to this world, opposite ideals
Ahhh
Ahhh
Ahhh
I'm on my way out back to a normal life
Went to hell, now back, erased my eyes
I can't even start to describe what I saw
Horror right infront of me, would've broken every law
I'm on my way out back to a normal life
Went to hell, now back, erased my eyes
I can't even start to describe what I saw
Horror right infront of me, would've broken every law
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