Toni Vedo - Shut Up! Lyrics

What you want me to say?
What you want me to do?
My heart goes black and blue
I been playing pretend for a while now
Let's make believe and act like everything is fine
I'll tell you everything is doing fine when it's not
I swore that everything was doing fine, now it's not
I'm sick of smiling
Sometimes I just wanna scream and cry
Just shut up, just shut up, just shut up
I just wanna be normal like everyone else
Here I go again, sticking out like a sore thumb
I'm either sick or I'm dumb
Don't you tell me I'm not
Won't you tell me I'm nothing?
Don't you tell me that I'm fine the way I am
Cause I've done a lot of things that I wish I didn't
I see them faking, look at their faces, I think they lying
Just tell me that you hate me
Just tell me that you want me gone
I don't really blame you
I wish that I could but unfortunately I understand that I'm a little bit messed up
They say I'm extra
I think I'm very, very sick in the head
And that's a little bit sad but-
I been trying, swear I'm really trying
They be capping, they be double smacking, flapping, eh
Hahaha
I'm a head case
I'm a basket case
I'm really not doing okay
Is that okay if lose it all?
Is it really okay if I'd rather not be here at all?
Just shut up, just shut up, just shut up
I just wanna be normal like everyone else
Here I go again, sticking out like a sore thumb
I'm either sick or I'm dumb
Don't you tell me I'm not
Won't you tell me I'm nothing?
Don't you tell me that I'm fine the way I am
Cause I've done a lot of things that I wish I didn't