Forget Video (MV)

I don't feel nothin'
Goin' numb to this shit
But I'm still buzzin'
Like I'm dumb off the scripts
I got bills comin'
Every month it's a flip
Was a lil youngin
Thought I would never forget

Look, I been doin' what I'm s'posed to
Right by the people that I'm close to
The edge becomin' my best friend
I ain't got no clue
Why success ain't hit yet but
I don't move
Based off of emotion
Calm composed
I remain so cool
I'm beginning to think it's playin' against me though
Cause everyone try to take advantage, till my pockets empty, no
Love in the city
They be sneaky on they tippy toes
Attempt to capitalize
And be actin' real shifty, so
My head on a swivel
Can't settle for little or less
I'ma rest
When I'm brittle and old
Just don't give em your soul though
Lately the rate I've been stackin' like that shit is in slow-mo
Gotta, quit with the slackin' now
A kid in the photo
Keep that green on me so I don't get caught in a pinch
Too many out here livin' broke
Cause they thought they was rich
Can't tell em nothin'
It's like tryna teach a dog a new trick
They want the latest phone, and all the new kicks
I disassociate

I don't feel nothin'
Goin' numb to this shit
But I'm still buzzin'
Like I'm dumb off the scripts
I got bills comin'
Every month it's a flip
Was a lil youngin
Thought I would never forget
Said I don't feel nothin'
Goin' numb to this shit
But I'm still buzzin'
Like I'm dumb off the scripts
I got bills comin'
Every month it's a flip
Was a lil youngin
Thought I would never forget

These are my confessions
I've been battlin' depression
Tryna break these habits
But turnin' excuses to exceptions
Am I useless is the question
I been askin' my
Self
Improvement gotta settle in
I'm passin' on help
Choose to move by my lonely
But keep procrastinatin'
The weed too fascinatin'
To put the blunt down
And leave me too exacerbated
To chase my aspirations
No need to exaggerate
My ambition deceased
At least I peeped that
It's a business started catchin' on
Had to get it, I did that alone
Now I got it, everybody wanna tag along
Callin' shots way before I even had a phone
Wasn't with me then
You could leave a message at the tone
I ain't perfect, I ain't castin' stones
But you smokin' 'em if you think I'ma make it and not last for long
Cause I ain't finna be in last for long
Get to this money
While they watch me do my dance like some chaperones
But I refuse to shuck and jive
Expressions on they faces screamin'
Who the f*ck am I
I just keep my head up
I been used to cuttin' ties
Cause when they true colors show
So does proof of a disguise
Wipe the mucus from my eyes
I'm beginnin' to see things clearer
Got immune to the mirages they create with smoke and mirrors
Ever since I learned the truth
It's been loopin' in my mind
Gotta shoot all of my shots
Like I'm hoopin' with the guys
21
No teams
It's just you against the odds
Still sayin' f*ck 12
Like quadruple a menage
Drop a sweet 16
Like somethin' new in the garage
Sometimes it feel like a waste
No one rootin' for my squad
At times no
I don't feel nothin'
Goin' numb to this shit
But I'm still buzzin'
Like I'm dumb off the scripts
I got bills comin'
Every month it's a flip
Was a lil youngin
Thought I would never forget
Said I don't feel nothin'
Goin' numb to this shit
But I'm still buzzin'
Like I'm dumb off the scripts
I got bills comin'
Every month it's a flip
Was a lil youngin
Thought I would never forget
I don't feel nothin'
I dont feel nothin'