Yo... This one's for you... I know you can hear me...
You just choose to ignore me... well here's something for you... when you're all alone
Don't ever let this life attack
And give you a ***** slap
Kick you in the knick-knacks
Go and stab your back
You need to fight back turn around and give a crack
Break it's ***** jaw if you wanna be exact
But if you go and act like you're such a ***** wuss
You're bound to be pushed
Be the next abused tush
This world doesn't give a ***** it loves to go and mush
Every pathetic pansy piece of ***** sissy ***** bush
You gotta ***** push
Create an ambush
Go and ***** crush
And that's still not enough
Where's your ***** balls man I thought you said your tough
I don't think you should ignore me when I talk about this stuff
You like to say you're Al Capone
But yet you're broke at home
You don't take the slightest risk man you live your days alone
You walk around like you are pissed complain of pain and groan
But yet you won't do a single thing to change your ***** tone
You wonder why our relationship is completely blown
There's nothing anyone can do for you life can not be cloned
Only you can do good for you create a life of your own
It's time to get your ***** up man it's time to get going
No one's coming around to swipe you off your feet
If you walk around pathetic and you're looking like you're weak
You're gonna get chewed up like a tender piece of meat
You'll never win a battle you never will defeat
You'll always be a deadbeat
In the dead of heat
Lying dead on concrete
Nothing too unique
Nothing nice to speak about you on this music sheet
On this hip hop beat I wanna rip you apart alt-control-delete
All the retarded ***** you like to meet and greet
You never learn your lesson you always go repeat
The same mistakes you seem to love and go and make
You like to say that you're a king but all you show the world is you're a fake
I don't fully understand what's going through your head
I guess the drugs have taken over now they finally fully spread
My memory of you is sober
Right now you're looking dead
Our relationship is over
Your not the only one who's sad
You may not see it and I may not show it
But if you look past this anger the pain just sits below it
I need a lot of layers I am not just a poet
I'm also a father protecting his toddler from all your *****
However you did teach me that
Not to be a dead beat dad
I gotta keep my heart pumping so my kid can have
A decent life to live the one where he gets to play and laugh
And not have to deal with all the crazy commotion from the past
So forgive me if I cut you off from my life like that
Cuz where you wanna end your life I have a life that has
A future full of opportunities I wanna give him every chance
Let him be as big as he can be then go and shake his hand
So if you sit around and you ***** your life away
Don't expect anyone to come and brighten up your day
I should lighten up a little.... that's besides the point of all the ***** I have to say
I'm trying to snap you out from giving up cuz giving up is not the way
That's the easy road
Anyone can end their life and not have a debt that's owed
All you really need to have is a ***** breath to hold
And hope to god he accepts you when you finally let your soul just go
That is ***** bogus though
You need to have a soldier-flow
What the ***** is wrong with you why won't you let the past just go
I don't know if you need a pastor or to open up your skull
And rearrange your brain and reset your mind to null
My space to deal with the past is completely full
I have helped you out many times... many times before
But this time I deadbolt locked my ***** door
I don't wanna hang around and have to feel this pain no more
I'm nothing like you
I'm not hyped on glue
Everything I say I'm gonna do... I do
I don't wait around for the world to come through
I don't need to hang around any type of crew
And ***** the entire past man there's no undo
When the world knocks you down you get up and you chew
It's ***** skull
And rip it a new *****
You gotta get up and fight ***** last call
You only get one life... just one... and this is how you wanna live it...
This is how you wanna spend your remaining days... man