ToShay - Push and Pull Me Lyrics

Push and pull me
Try to control me
My flesh and bones will only break
(ToShay... the real ToShay... the real ToShay... the real ToShay... mother f*cker let's play)

It's time I kick my ass into gear
Plant a bomb then I'm outta here
My plan is to blow up the planet and it's atmosphere
No one ever noticed I was attacked in here
Stabbed in the back from an axe and spear
Action packed full of pain and tears
Just a little toddler with virgin ears
As it got f*ckin harder through the years
What appears to be a delighted life
Was arguments that ignited knifes
At first exciting uninvited lies
Till my world lopsided with great surprise
And provided no ways on how to get through life
Benighted at the age of eight I rise
Triple the size of what they visualized
Now look into their eyes as I advertise
My strength and how I'm energized
How I fertilize the world with all these rhymes
That all these other artists have troubles to find
By the time they start riffs I triple their lines
Most of them are heartless nothing in mind
Mostly harmless never created a crime
Stuck in their apartments waiting to be signed
They all get ripped apart from the weight of this grind

Baby if they ask I have a classic flow
Ignore the fact that I have a stash of ammo
That's just incase my ass lands low
And I have to go land one last show
I don't wanna hear baby please don't go
Cuz I'll f*ckin go with a fist so full
No mistletoe will stop me at all
I can't be controlled I wont grow old
Till I take everything that I am owed
I never been more wanting to discommode
But yet I'm told that I must enrol
In a mother f*ckin job that pay's next to null
There's not a single boss that's the boss of me
I'd pick your posture cautiously
Spit at the entree and you'll be an amputee
Diss the wrong way and you'll be a casualty
Mother f*cker you don't need to answer me
I know you can hear me
My music seeps fiercely
Through your ears as clear can be
Sign the one and only... ToShay... sincerely
There's no other ToShay bitch
The rest are just invaded fake kids
(You hear that) who want to be put on the A list
But list nothing but all the ways they'll never make it
AH!

I was told I would never make it far in life
I showed up that night with a jagged knife
What now you don't want to criticize
Or cuz your life's flashing right before your eyes
Man you don't know what begging means
Till your begging for your life and a clean pair of jeans
So get off the intersection stop with the schemes
Your lungs are still breathing and your heart still beats
Were all f*ckin broke and act like creeps
So get your ass up and take bigger leaps
Maybe start with some petty little white crimes
Then take a mother f*ckin risk of a life time
You only get to live mother f*ckin one time
So why waste time standing in a lunch line
You get my punch line
Man it's crunch time
Time to get your broke ass up and up climb
That was close just about got closed lined
Good thing I chose to stay close to the coast line
If I stayed back I would of missed my own rhymes
Hate my life just like old times
Ditched my past life and grown my own vines
Enriched my raps and blown up all kinds
Of disbelievers hater's and sidelines
I don't follow any specific set of guidelines
They told me I need to be more realistic
Like it's impossible to own the Pacific
But anything is possible with consistency
If you can't see
Your life's vision
Then build yourself a coffin and stop with the wishin
Your gonna be lost off in the distance
You'll have a body but you'll be nonexistent
You'll probably fill your body with a toxic substance
Won't have a clue when a f*ckin punch hits
What the hell just happened I lost my conscience
I must of landed and split my top lip
I guess the next step is to buy a bandage since were on this topic
I f*ckin lost it
Pulled out my Glock pulled back and cocked it
I have it pointed at everyone in office
You mother f*ckers better walk with Cautious
And watch how you act
What's better then rap
When it sneaks up behind you and gives you a slap
Gets you to snap
And gets your f*ckin yap
To explode and snap while the truth is unwrapped

Push and pull me
Try to control me
My flesh and bones will only break

You like to attack me
Push me pull me
I wish you'd at least attack more closely
Your so far away I can't see you if only
You never stayed at home all safe and cozy
And say your nasty words
On your computers
You hide behind a screen and rehearse
Every mean thing that you try to curse
Until you meet me then you all disperse
I like to bring with me
An axe and a hearse
Apply a bee sting
Snatch your purse
Snatch your f*ckin life away from this earth
And use the way you died as an act in my verse
I use to sit and cry on the fact that it hurts
Now the same pain squishes you squirts
And reinserts what my vision is worth
They should of murdered me at the giving of birth