Toxicon - Husk Lyrics

I am stuck inside my head
Trying to find a different way
Can't take all our love and use it as a weapon
Reflecting on our circumstance
Pretend
In the end
Darkening thoughts and
They're dancing around me
Descend
At the end
I sing to myself and I hope that I'll see you

It's outta your hands
I believe this is the test
It's true I've seen the lightning
And the devil at his best
Focus on the shame
Try to focus on inside
I'll embrace the change
But I have to open wide

I keep expecting to see you
That's why,
Determined to reach for your light
I'll keep singing my last goodbye (Forgive myself, I'll never forget)
I kept expecting to see you
But I'm
So scared I've been wasting my time
I'll follow the footprints you left behind

It's been so dark for so long
I'm shedding my skin to move on
A beautiful dream
Is the one where you tell me
This isn't what it seems

A husk of what I was
There nothing on my chest
A fear of what comes after
We wait with baited breath
A traveller of time
So temporarily
Everything is meant to be
We've barely scratched the surface wanting more
The past is over
Each memory forces a desperate shame
To slowly heal me

I keep expecting to see you
That's why
Determined to reach for your light
I'll keep singing my last goodbye (Forgive myself, I'll never forget)
I kept expecting to see you
But I'm
So scared I've been wasting my time
I'll follow the footprints you left behind

Metamorphosis of myself
To the place beyond and learn to sing
Peel it back to expose
Ourselves and leave the skin
Behind emerge like new
Searching for the
Determination to reach
For the lights I can't see
It means everything to me
I hope you can forgive
Nothing left to show
And nothing left to give
I've nothing left to give

It's been so dark for so long
I'm shedding my skin to move on
A beautiful dream
Is the one where you tell me
This isn't what it seems

It's been so dark for so long (It's been so dark for so long)
A beautiful dream
Is the one where you tell me
This isn't what it seems