Trauma Cat - Smoke 'em if You Got 'em Lyrics

Smoke 'em if you got 'em
If not, it's not a problem
I'm reaching for the bottom
Only finding things that I'd forgotten
Forgot my name
Remembered that we're all the same
Forgot my friends
Remembered that I'm one of them
Forgot the fam
Remembered who I really am
Forgot my limitations
Remembered patience
Smoke 'em if you got 'em
If not, it's not a problem
I'm reaching for the bottom
Only finding things that I'd forgotten
Smoke 'em if you got 'em
If not, it's not a problem
I'm reaching for the bottom
Only finding things that I'd forgotten
Forgot the time
Remembered it's a state of mind
Forgot where I came from
Remembered where I'm going when I'm done
Forgot what I'd forgotten
I think my brain is rotten
From smoking too much pot
In my teens and early twenties
Wasn't something I invested much thought in
I'm thinking like a child
A cripple in the wild
I'm pissing off the party
And I'm throwing out my style
I'm putting on a dress
I'm cutting off my dreads
They're never gonna find a way to get inside my head
You tell me I'm confused
I think you've been abused
By all the shit you should be letting go
But you refuse
I'm running in the dark
I'm swimming with the sharks
I'm redefining sin 'cause all my arrows find their mark
Do what you gotta do
At the bottom of the bottle is you
And hey, there's me too
Cheers, there's a lot to be feared
If you choose to be through and done
That's true, and then some
I don't wanna be that guy
I don't wanna be this guy
I don't wanna be this high
Got a lot of history to rewrite
And the story's supposed to be done in the morning
Warning you it's full of plot holes and pot ash
Irrationally scattered like the remains of a pet that mattered
Flattered, you think I'd care for a cat of mine
Like a hat I might hold on my lap the whole damn flight
Thought you might like that
Self-deprecating and all
I will holler if I fall
And I'll pick up when you call