I've been giving it my all
I heard a little message and I listened to the call
A lot of people rap, but the vision that I saw
Is intrinsic to my mission
On God
That's my rock, non-stop, I won't flop
A lot of people hop on trends then fall off
I ain't tryna be another number, another face up in the crowd
So I push it to the limit, give a f*ck who is around
I just put my money down, to enter this contest
And if I'm being honest, this is just the rawest
Put down my last dollar, so now I have nothing left
Literally I'm in the red, barely even getting fed
But the light at the end of the tunnel is ahead
Keep on persevering, cause you never know what's next
Keep strong in your spirit, cause forever you are blessed
I just hope that people listen and get the mess that I made
And the messages I laid, the direction I would take
I wish upon a plane in the night sky
Can we pretend that airplanes are shooting stars
Chewing through the bars, cruising on the boulevard
Like a Buddha, I've been seeing through illusions, what
That block my vision
Can't stop my momentum
I'm gonna write the words, I pen it
It's infinite when I spin it
A little bit of a limerick, gonna send it up
I've been pent up enough
Yeah, the tension and the pressure gets to me, but I'm tough
I look for medicine and friends, I meditate
I procrastinate
I don't want to wait
I can't hesitate
The clock is ticking
I don't watch it, cause I never want to waste a second
I've been waiting so long
Yeah, yeah
To find what I need
Need
I've been looking, searching
I've been finding what I really do need
I've been looking, searching, and finding what I really need
It's within me
Yeah, yeah
It's within me
Right here inside my spirit, I know I feel it
I started falling, and then I couldn't stop it
I was just losing my rocker, but then I chalked it up to all of my losses
My self-sabotages, my own subconscious got me deep in my own process
I hope that I can get through all of this
I'm stronger than I've ever been
Might be weathered, but I'm getting through it every single day
Yeah
Yeah, yeah