I'll be better dead Video (MV)

I just want to live my life and do my music the way I want
Everybody hates on me and they don't want me to succeed
Everybody wants me to just fall on down my face real clean
I just wanna make my songs and I wanna be left alone

I don't wanna do this, I just wanna live
Everybody keep on hating cause I'm doing shit
It ain't getting old man cause I'm blowing up
I don't give a f*ck about you but I'm going up

Why you hating on me now
F*ck it, leave me alone
Right now I do not feel alone
I just feel so sad and depressed cause nobody here is trying to come home

If I run away again, I promise you I'm not coming home
But my girl, yeah she left me again so it's no matter
I don't have no love anymore
So I might as well stop looking for love

Because all these hoes do not want me no more
So I said f*ck it up
Everybody here gave me my head, my mind's stuck
I'm stuck in my mind, I'm stuck in my head

Everybody knows deep down I am dead
Mess with me, I just wanna kill myself
I hope I'll be better really just to see