Trillxxa - Internal Vacancy Lyrics

Damn
I was just broken down
Past all the levels
I got a lil colder now
Lately been feeling a lil bit older now

I was forsaken
They watched as it tore me down

Heart steady pacing
Yet vacant

Wish I could explain
But I'm getting frustrated

The feeling Billowed
While Weeping Willows
Sway in the darkness

The Wild Orchids
All knotted
Are the only ones who watching

Somewhere deep
Up in my carcass

I feel somethings departed

My innocence
Need to reinvent

Who I really am
No I don't understand

What are they getting from that

Y'all played it cool
While you stabbing my back

Is love just game to you
Give that shit back

You left that shit broken
I gave it intact

No realness was showing
They sat back and laughed

They made me grow darker
My chest caked in ash

These Drugs getting harder
Just want time to pass

One day real soon
I'll be shrouded in black

Armed with my tongue
And a gun and a mask

Serial Killer
I'm Trillxxa the Task

Degeneration
I'm spiraling fast

Know ima make it
Just gotta push past

And stop from unleashing
The demons held back

Try to make peace
With rage that I have

I can't think straight
Cause I don't wanna face
All of these triggers
It drives me insane
Need to see a bigger picture
Or I'll blow out my brain
Yelling f*ck them other niggas
Better stay out my way
Give a f*ck about the bitches
Y'all dried up and lame

Damn
I was just broken down
Past all the levels
I got a lil colder now
Lately been feeling a lil bit older now

I was forsaken
They watched as it tore me down

Heart steady pacing
Yet vacant

Wish I could explain
But I'm getting frustrated

Let me just start off from scratch

You know bout
That feeling of getting attached

When you get so close
That there's no turning it back

Like we could push through
Anything in our path

But now looking back
It's a thing if the past

It's like the whole time
You were wearing a mask

I was out in my grind
You was throwing it back

You said you were mine
That was too much to ask

Now it's all on my mind
While I'm ducking the task

F*ck

Creeping
My way down the steps

Reaping the sleeping
Get closer to death

Breath leave your throat
Let the smoke just caress

Watch your core decompose
On the floor with the rest

Check
On all the children you left

Crept through the Crypt
With a Crip on my six

Got the blick
If you thinking bout giving us lip

Lick on that shit
Suck my gun like a dick, bitch

Dark and Ill minded
Resolving to violence
Won't ever be silenced
That's the shit you won't see
Like the back of my eyelids

Your death is required
It's what I desire
The fire Inspired
The prior for liars
Whole choir retired
Became my suppliers
I built up a pyre
For things to conspire
Admire your Sire
And you won't expire

Breaking on past all the gates
Death is for certain no creature is Safe

Break, drowned in the flames
Blame, playing these games

Ain't same
Whenyou gamble
Your life down the drain

Can't explain in a way
That would help you retain

Don't need
Ice on my chain or the fame

The bezzel
Bedazzle the fact I'm a slave

You mistaking my ways
I've forsaken the blades

Made some graves
To retain all the punks in my way

Damn
I was just broken down
Past all the levels
I got a lil colder now,
Lately been feeling a lil bit older now

I was forsaken
They watched as it tore me down

Heart steady pacing
Yet vacant

Wish I could explain
But I'm getting frustrated