trippsy - On My Own Lyrics

Oh-oh yeah
Oh-oh huh, ay
Trippsy I love you
Ay a lot of times I prayed
Lost too many friends
On my own
I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid)
And f*ck all of the fake (oh)
Another year, another change
And all these heartbreak
Made me the man that I am
F*ck I didn't take my meds today
And I didn't go to bed today
And I didn't text you back today
I get so high I know you're mad today
I'm a lonely stoner
She said I got Bitches
I'm a popular loner
F*ck I hate to call let me just come over
I'm scratching through the walls (yeah)
'Cause I hate being sober
Talking real shit (yeah)
Weird shit-
Shit I let it go yeah
Shit I'm getting older
Now you're crying on my shoulder
All these years I gotta grow yeah
I switch up fast like I'm bipolar
I got all these pain in my heart
And I'm counting all my demons
Got a lot
I just need someone
Do you wanna play the part?
When I'm in the Stu'
Yeah I just hope that you watch
'Cause I'm making art
And I ain't forgot that you got the spark to my heart (oh)
And you light it up (ay)
I look into your face I read it like the Bible yeah
And I be makin' songs I put you in the title yeah
I got too many stress
That shit got my suicidal yeah
Uh and I didn't take my medicine today
And we breakin' news just like the weatherman today
'Cause when I'm dead you'll only find my skeleton, no way-
'Cause my skin already feel dead
'Cause I can't feel my skin
And I can't feel my chin-
Like I can't feel my face (face)
Got pain on my chest
Everyday I do my best to not think about death
That's the only thing I have (yeah)
That's the only thing that's left
All these f*cking thoughts
They be so f*cking alive
Like everyday I try
I point my fingers to the sky
Everyday I cry I just hope for a reply
And everyday "why?"
Asking everyday why I be doing all this shit
Feel like God give's me a test (yeah)
I just wanna feel blessed
So I be getting high
Just to mute the f*cking shit
Just to mute all of the problems
Ay a lot of times I prayed
Lost too many friends
On my own
I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid)
And f*ck all of the fake (oh)
Another year, another change
And all these heartbreak
Made me the man that I am
F*ck I didn't take my meds today
And I didn't go to bed today
And I didn't text you back today
I get so high I know you're mad today