Started Over Video (MV)

I thought I lost you for a second like
Where d'you go?
Can't keep messing up
Second chance was a blessing
I was scared to show
I was just pretending
I nearly broke down again, I did
Living on the edge
Tryina turn Mouse to Men, I wish
Feeling so depressed
I need to get a grip, I ain't letting go
Every time I trip, that's a lesson known
I'm from the Gutter Land
And I know I can go from nothing to a hundred grand
No one really understands
Keep it undercover
So you ain't seeing how much a mother f*cker really bugging man
But on the other hand
Why do I even bother
Why do I even bother
Why do I even bother
Why do I even bother
Rain pourin, I'm alone again
Stay strong just like I know I can
Waiting for the snow that's when
I know I can be born again
Rock bottom's never tasted all the stones within
Hopes and sins, he knows it's him
No condom when he's going in
The mode he's in when all is kin .. yeah
Soaring in a pool of feeling of sober
Ignoring what life is so far
Along indecision's decisions of lust
Trust, that I must hold up
Hold up while I drown in your love
The fact is my heart is older
Pour out if my down has no up
That. That's how we started over
Why do I even bother
Why do I even bother
Why do I even bother
Why do I even bother
Why do I even bother
Why do I even bother
Why do I even bother
Why do I even bother