Trytml - Abuse Lyrics

I'm all alone but not all gone
I wake up every morning just to cry
Using bad news as a noose, caught in my tracks confused
Always abused misused, left all alone confused
Temper as short as a fuse, my life is so boring
I'm mourning, I stare at myself in the mirror every morning
Nothing I experience leaves, memories fall like leafs
Friends are nothing but thieves, all of my feelings achieve
Nothing but pain and seeds, that sprout into pain that bleeds
All of my feelings achieve, nothing but pain in me
Sleepless nights in effect, the feelings they took with it's theft
All of my life is neglect, all of my life a reject
My life is a joke, I know it
My life is a hoax, I know it
My happiness is a hoax, I hope these words provoke
A response that knows, the learning imposed
A response that knows, my pain exposed
My life is a tragedy anointed, disappointment appointed
Dreams overused and feuds, with my own mind it's skewed
Over these walls, I move, with my own mind that's shrewd
Over these walls, I move, with my own mind that's skewed