Tulips - Joel Lyrics

Said that space was what you needed
Clear the clutter in your mind
Honestly, I felt defeated
But I gave you all your time
And my hair has gotten longer
Space for you is getting smaller
I tried so hard to be what you want
Changed a lot, yeah, since you saw me
Rumination ate me slowly
Spent a year thinking it was my fault
Joel
Why'd you run away?
You know
That I wish you stayed
I'd be lying if I said
It don't cross my mind
Time to time I wonder why
How do you sleep at night?
And I'm chasing all the memories
Slowly fading out the melodies
Why can't the good outweigh the bad
Thank God we never got those tattoos
Or I'd be reminded of you
And just get mad all over again
Joel
Why'd you run away?
You know
That I wish you stayed