Tunguska - Viral Embrace Lyrics

For its just that I crawl through this pain with all that I am
Yet It's here where I find my peace in insolence and arrogance
Here I lay swallowing broken dreams and trust in no one
There's a plague deep within who picks at the scabs of life

I'm tired, I'm tired
Forever its a part of me...
I'm forever unseen, I'm too far gone for betterment.
And you will never be free
When a plague resides in your dreams...
And it will never subside
When it seeks to harbor control...

I'm tired

So it's just that I tear at my skin for all that I've lost
Yet It's here where I dwell in lies, in forgery, belittlement
Here I lay swallowing broken dreams and trust in no one
There's a plague in myself I adore its viral embrace
Will you sip from that cup that's placed at the lips of shame?
You misguided martyr you influenced fool
You contradict all that was