TVZ - SMILE Lyrics

I took the hand of life for a dance
Hoping it'll give me a chance
Anxiety crowded my plans
Depression ain't come to an end
Harsh thoughts been hard to defend
Love been making me bend
Over backwards snapping my stature and the smile I tend to pretend
It's never been this bad
Maybe It was always on tuck
Given the chance that I had
I never chose to give up
Now I'm just playing with luck
Now I just do it for fun
Now it's out of my mind
That's how I fell out of love
For me
Hmmmm For me
I took the hand of death for a dance
Hope it don't give me a chance
Anxious the way that I stand
Depressive that I ain't the man
Harsh thoughts all in demand
Posing a threat at command
And the eyes I looked to for closure
Are the same I misunderstand
It's never been this bad
Maybe It was always on tuck
Given the chance that I had
I never chose to give up
Now I'm just playing with luck
Now I just do it for fun
Now it's out of my mind
That's how I fell out of love
For me