Tyybot - You're Gonna Carry That Weight Lyrics

I looked at you as less than human
Used you for my amusement
If you proceed, you know I'll leave
I only need you when I'm feeling lonely
I fell asleep on the bathroom floor
I'm not drunk, I just don't care anymore
About you, about me
I don't care, my ribcage is empty
Did you know, it's me I loathe the most?
When it comes to self-hate no one comes close
Ever since that day they say
You're gonna carry that weight

I'm always sober so I'll come over
I can care less to talk about you and me
I could talk a lot about how I miss Peep
Or how i'm about to be 23
And still don't give a f*ck about the party scene
I loved who you were
But you haven't been them in a minute
Now I count down the days until you leave and we are finished
I never thought that it'd be this way
I guess I was too weak to change

I held in my issues
Till I started to resent you
I live too selfish
To deserve connection

I chose lust over love just because it was easy
I never thought that you'd leave me

I fell asleep on the bathroom floor
Not drunk, just don't care anymore
About you, About me
I don't care
My ribcage is empty
And did you know, it's me I loathe the most?
Ever since that day they say
You're gonna carry that weight