UBVSTE - Imagine Lyrics

I could just be romanticizin
Cos how could you have been the prize when
I feel like I lost everything
I guess I just imagined it
Stayin up real late again
Is it the matcha coffee I drank
Is it the bud I bought that smells dank
Got you all up in my mind I'm thinkin
Damn
It's been 3 years since I left
The relationship that we had
Can't deny it f*cked me real bad
But I'm like
Wait
Honest I was high half the time
Mmkay it was all the time
Man why did I keep lying to myself
Knew it was hell
You had me locked up on the highest cell
Thought shit was rare, it's so unfair
You know your baby mama pussy can't compare
But I liked the view from above
And effects of all these drugs disguised as love
You sure knew what to do to match my mood
I just hit you up and tell you to come through
Imagine
Imagine if you didn't f*ck up
Imagine if you showed me real love
Imagine I gave you all of my trust
Imagine
We could've fought against all the odds
But you've proven that I'm all that I got
So goodluck after everything you lost
Are you a puppeteer or a ventriloquist
Don't know which one it is
Knew I was desperate for the truth
But you just had to push your narrative
Control some spineless bitch
Went raw and reckless now you have to hear me say
I bet you never even meant to be someone like this
Didn't expect the consequences of your selfishness
So think about the mess you left next time you make amends
Cos now I say f*ck Christmas
Got no gifts to give ya
Imagine
Imagine if you didn't f*ck up
Imagine if you showed me real love
Imagine I gave you all of my trust
Imagine
We could've fought against all the odds
But you've proven that I'm all that I got
So goodluck after everything you lost
Cos our connection was all in our heads
Just a f*cking delusion from start to end
Pray for salvation, your soul in hell
Tell me how are you makin' up for your sins
Pray for protection from all these men
Who's only gonna use and abuse my love and care
Manipulation your biggest strength
I still have questions that I sometimes ask myself
Like did you really love me, did you really care for
Care for everything I want and needed
Gave me good love and affection
But too much misdirection
You can't blame me if I had to leave
Imagine
Imagine if you didn't f*ck up
Imagine if you showed her real love
Imagine she gave you all her trust
Imagine
We could've fought against all the odds
But you've proven that I'm all that I got
So goodluck after everything you lost