Cutting back, on drawing lines
Everybody thinks I'm done this time around
I'll check my notes, I'll check my pride
I'll check my phone and then I'll probably
End up outside again
Oh procrastinating
Cause I'm too scared to face it again and again
The failure I've tasted finally did me in
You don't wanna know what I think when I'm alone
Oh my thoughts take control of my heart
Of my heart
Oh, I don't wanna know
What you say about me when you're alone
But it's only a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
Oh, I complain about the very thing that I maintain
My body it's decayed and if I look at my brain
It's probably the same
Destroyed in every way
I called a friend last night
They said I had a chance with it
I trusted them alright
But I ended up paying a price
Oh, trust issues
Cause I'm too scared to face them again
The failure I've tasted finally did me in
You don't wanna know
What I think when I'm alone
Oh my thoughts take control of my heart
Of my heart
Oh, I don't wanna know
What you say about me when you're alone
But it's only a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
Time keeps on ticking and taking all that I know
Everybody's judging and keeping it down low
I didn't wanna know but then it started to show
And now I'm stuck acting like I didn't know
Everybody's got something on their mind
Everybody's got something that they hide from the spotlight
But it's only a matter of time
Time keeps on ticking and taking all that I know
Everybody's judging and keeping it down low
I didn't wanna know but now I know, I know
I know, I know it's just a matter of time
Oh, you don't wanna know
What I think when I'm alone
Oh my thoughts take control of my heart
Of my heart
Oh, I don't wanna know
What you say about me when you're alone
But it's only a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
You don't wanna know
What I think when I'm alone
Oh my thoughts take control of my heart
Of my heart
Oh, I don't wanna know
What you say about me when you're alone
But it's only a matter of time
It's just a matter of time
It's just a matter, it's just a matter of time
It's just a matter of how and why
I didn't wanna know but now I know, I know, I know
It's just a matter of time