Undead at Heart - Monster Lyrics

I've made too many mistakes
Watched the love of my life fade
I'm the only one to blame
I sabotage everything that comes my way
I will shut you out and love you when I want to
And you'd just come back
Then we'd relapse
I will watch you cry as we say goodbye
I can't stop the greed
Of the monster in me
I've hurt more than one heart
And if I could change that I would but I can't
If only you'd understood
I'm not trying to be mean
I just don't know how to express properly
I will shut you out and love you when I want to
And you'll just come back
Then we'd relapse
I will watch you cry as we say goodbye
I can't stop the greed
Of the monster in me
I shoved all your flaws in your face
F*cked you up and left that day
Now when I see you
I don't know what to say
Because I know you can't love me
Without thinking you'll break
I will shut you out and love you when I want to
And you'll just come back
Then we'd relapse
I will watch you cry as we say goodbye
I can't stop the greed
Of the monster in me