Under Exile - Convalescence Lyrics

Doubts, Engulfed in flames
Locked in my safe space
All memories erased
Maybe
It's better that way

Within vices we reside
Is my purpose nullified?
Looking back onto those days
Is there nothing else for me to blame
Gasping for air, filling the void I created in vain
Delirium is taking all grasp of reality
Repeating the same patterns everyday
Can we except things to change?
Accepting insanity as the solution
And asking ourselves, why?
Every day seems to fade into gray
Begging for help, if you could imagine the pain
When no matter which way you turn
Your cries are met with just disdain
What's there to gain?
Infatuation inflicting pain
There must be way
I can't kill this with my own hands

Some things are better unsaid
Learned better ways to forget
But here we are again
Locked away in my safe space
All memories erased
I can't tell beginning from the end
I need your embrace my friend
But drowning each day won't let me change your fate
We accepted the things that can't change
We'll all fade away
Someday we'll meet the gray

I'll give into shame
Amend the lies I've told that strained
No longer maintain
This life that I have to explain
No longer a slave, it's a fight everyday
That exceeds the mundane
Or accept the lies I've told in vain
And live with conceited acclaim
That will haunt to the grave
No longer ashamed
This life is mine, I live by day
Forgive the enslaved
And confess to those that we betray