Underdog - Anxiety Lyrics

Lay on my bed and i cry
Hanging with my homies but i ain't there
Anxiety got me feeling like i died
You love me but it seems like you don't care
I don't know who i am anymore
I shoulda died a long time ago
But you kept me here
God you are the only one i fear

I opened up to my momma
About my depression and my trauma
My anxiety gets the best me
Making me feel like all my friends are my enemies
Go back circa 2015
Worst year i could remember
My whole world fell apart
It dismembered
Voices in my head
While i lay in bed
Rather die instead
Wish i had some meds

Lord know i've suffered
Lord knows i've messed up
I've lived in discomfort
Lord knows i'm fed up
My mind is a hell
My mind is a cell
My heart inside a hole
I'm surrounded by people but i feel alone
His voice is so loud
Make it stop
Can't you hear it
Am i crazy