Unstable Kitten - Confession Lyrics

I don't want to hurt you
Can't be the reason you're hurt
I don't want to break you
With weight of becoming worse
I don't want to leave you a mess
Because I said something like this
Something I know I don't mean
I'll say I love you
Make you feel special
Then I get so scared
And too far emotional
I'm afraid of being broken
So I will break you instead
Forgive me

This is my confession
My way to divert attention
Away, from my thoughts
Away, from what is not mine
This is my confession
You'll tell me you love me
With all your pretension
But all I feel is the tension
Call it depression, irrelevant questions
But I can't make my mind up
In this therapy session
I'll talk, I'll talk in desperation
Can't make up my mind
No, it not worth the mention
That I can't just listen
My head and my heart are in different positions
I don't want to be the reason you fall
Forgive me

I know that I told you
I'd love you forever
But trust me I say things
When I feel I am pressured
I'm not sure what love means
I can't make commitments
Things may feel right
But just in that moment oh
So please don't take this personally
I just can't stay in love apparently
When I start feeling I'm getting attached
I take the quickest way out before I collapse
I can't no I can't no I can't no I can't no I can't explain
But it's a compliment

This is my confession
My way to divert attention
Away, from my thoughts
Away, from what is not mine
This is my confession
You'll tell me you love me
With all your pretension
But all I feel is the tension
Call it depression, irrelevant questions
But I can't make my mind up
In this therapy session
I'll talk, I'll talk in desperation
Can't make up my mind
No, it not worth the mention
That I can't just listen
My head and my heart are in different positions
I don't want to be the reason you fall
Forgive me

I know you're worth an explanation
But I don't have one to give
Need some kind of reason
I just up and left
I know you need some kind of closure
It was going well what with the exposure
I'll ask myself did I even love you all this time
Only to leave you broken
Because I can't make up my mind
I want to be in love
But it scares the daylights out of me
Call it fear, maybe that's my problem
Or daddy issues and I can't resolve em
Maybe I never got a good example
Whatever reason I'll just have to cancel
Cause I cannot handle knowing that I'm loved
Am I loved

This is my confession
My way to divert attention
Away, from my thoughts
Away, from what is not mine
This is my confession
You'll tell me you love me
With all your pretension
But all I feel is the tension
Call it depression, irrelevant questions
But I can't make my mind up
In this therapy session
I'll talk, I'll talk in desperation
Can't make up my mind
No, it not worth the mention
That I can't just listen
My head and my heart are in different positions
I don't want to be the reason you fall
I'm sorry, forgive me

This is my confession
My way to divert attention
Away, from my thoughts
Away, from what is not mine
And you're not mine