Urameshiii - Inside. Lyrics

My thoughts have been running from the darkest times
I sit inside, wondering if I will ever shine
Inside my mind, I'm lost inside a maze of regret
Disappointment lingers up in my head
I've been a fool for this world
Taken advantage of
It's either Uber everywhere, or loser everywhere I go
That's why I stay to myself
Because who else gonna be there when your depressed
You got to pick yourself up and your mess
My life's a test
I do experiments like Johnny
Jimmy got the Tommy
Timmy got the fairies, what the f*ck do I got?
Nothing but a couple games and a bunch of rocks I kick
When I stay outside on the block
My mind is outside the box
But I stay inside and reply to the thoughts that coincide
With bettering and improving my life
Positivity grows, the productivity flows
But my depression has sessions with Smith and Wessons
God damn some days I want to die
But you just gotta stay outside your mind
Yeah, you just gotta stay outside your mind
When it's time to go back inside, don't cry
Because the blind will never find the light
It's fight or flight, but you know I'm always down to fly
I made this song to show you what goes through my mind
When I'm locked inside of the room at night
Goodbye