Us in Motion - In Heaven Lyrics

I think I've counted up the days
Trying not to be
What everyone is bound to follow
Until you come around I think I'll lie here
But my reflections are talking
They finally see
The ways in which time still haunts my brain
But until you come around I think I'll lie here
It's like I'm living in this room of ghosts
And they're trying not to give me signs
But the way they are with promises
Could all of you stay the night?
Stay the night
Never wanting to forget you
They tell me I can see you
Though, the more I speak they fade to shadows
I never wanna lose you
I think I need to follow you to the end
The things that I want
Are they things that I need?
They're trying to drive them out my brain
You still won't come around
I think I'll follow you down
It's like I'm living in this room of ghosts
And they're trying not to give me signs
But the way they are with promises
Could all of you stay the night?
Stay the night
The tears that fell from those porcelain eyes
Were never yours they were shed for mine
Your alabaster skin with moonlight veins
Could never heal for I had stayed the same
But now they told me that we'd sing
In heaven
In heaven
And I'm standing on the edge of death
I like the way it tastes
I never wanna leave
That's when they had to say,
"You're falling off the other way, you had a chance to pay"
I'm never gonna see how good it could've been
No, no, no. Shut up, shut up, shut up. Shut up!
This was never really about me
It was always... it was always about you
Shut up. Shut up!
With these final breaths
As Death is closing in
I float across the room
And take my final rest into their hands