he/him Video (MV)

June 19 2004
Kid named joseph smith was born
Doctors had a small scare
But then said he was a healthy boy
Twenty years later that kid
Now by the name of Adrian
Had a lot of time to think
He ain't quite a boy anymore
People still call him he
People say he's quite the young man
But Adrian ain't sure
Ain't sure about a damn thing
What the f*ck
Is my gender
What the f*ck
Is a gender
He/him
That's what they say
He/him
That's what they all say
But I'm not sure
If that's really who I wanna be
I won't say it's wrong
But somedays it ain't right at all
I won't say I know
Just who the f*ck I really am anymore
All I know is that
He/him
Doesn't quite fit
But it's also not too tight
He/him
That's right
I'm a man
But not in a cis way
This shit is so hard to explain
I don't even know
The words to start to
So I guess I'll just stop tryin