V Sunny - Open Lyrics

Now you're gone
At times I cant get a hold of my emotions
Roll up spark some gas I'm forever smoking
Stalk ya page call ya phone cause I'm just too devoted
I'm just too
Spend days on the west side
My friends show me love they say I'm worldwide
No one that I call
I can not confide
Are you on my side
There's nothing I dont notice
Had to cut ties now Im focused
Got sick and tired of the motions
My tears flowed like the oceans
Good girl bad world made me head strong
Wish I cherished all our times now that you're gone
Now that you're gone
People always want the best of you
But they never want whats best for you
And I noticed
Had to realize I was too open
They just want the best of you
Had to realize I was too open
Now that you're gone
Now that its done
Lot of shit left me sick I couldn't handle it
How you changed on me I couldn't manage it
Emotions held me down it was so damaging
And now ya not around I feel myself again
But still
I wonder how it would of been if you kept it all real
Or was it not real?
I had to realize
Love does not disguise
I was too open
Now you're gone