God I want to not care so deeply
That it aches my existence to strain
Itself
I'm on the verge
Of losing my cohesion
I'm in pieces
To fall
Like the pedals of a flower
You said
I am as bright as the shining stars
But the stars won't accept me
Or take me home
My mental solitude
Or is it my for death
I crave to feel
Or awaiting my final breath
The feeling of nothingness
Purity
So this is my call
To the void
Asking if it's
Better on the other side
Is the death of my mom
My karma
No
This is black and white
The meaning of our lives
This is how we all live and die