Soul-Searching Video (MV)

'Cuz I just wanna heal from everything
Yeah, yeah
I just wanna heal from everything you put on to me
Happiness comes from within
Uh
I can't lie, you had me shook for one second there
But it's all good now
Found myself in the rain
Ain't no passing to pain
That time, I put myself as second and you as first
Was my latest mistake
I put my heart in the grave
Girl, we just don't feel the same
Girl, I just don't feel okay
With knowing what you put me through
But karma should get you
But do I feel bad for wishing this upon to you
Thoughts flashing in my brain
Giving me migraine
But it's time be self-aware, okay-okay, look
Everything has got me second guessing now
Ever since like how things have turned me now
I'm never putting myself down like that again
I swear to god, I swear to myself within
Has got me contemplating my steps
Violet lights like I cannot feel the stress
I'm never putting myself down like that again
I swear to god, I swear to myself within
I swear to god, I swear to my momma, I swear to my sister
I swear to my g's and my og's, the ones that never went flee
That kept me, close and safe and met me
It didn't matter to them, they just thought you do you
And imma keep it like that
For the sake of them that
Always wanted to say the truth
But never kept it at that
But they never lied to my face
And I respect all them that
I swear it's a crazy life we live in
I realise things that they've done, that shouldn't be forgiven
Now I'm hanged up on my thoughts, felt that betrayal
But not by a second person, the person that's writing this memo
Is a f*cking dumbass, but I should act confident and cocky
But there's this other side laughing giggling and f*cking mocking
Who cares either way, who said this song is getting released
I'm breaking all the walls down, who is stepping with me
Constructing the path ways in my past ways
Losing who you thought was the one is a mad scare
Devil sitting on my shoulder, telling me I should not care
I said I'm the one to speak, I'm putting myself out there
I swear this that one song where I put myself into the lyrics
Half the time I think what I'm writing is corny, man f*ck the gimmics
F*ck all the ones who talk, man say it to my face
You can't just talk the talk, man up, bitch
Everything has got me second guessing now
Ever since like how things have turned me now
I'm never putting myself down like that again
I swear to god, I swear to myself within
Has got me contemplating my steps
Violet lights like I cannot feel the stress
I'm never putting myself down like that again
I swear to god, I swear to myself within
Has got me second guessing now
Like how things have turned on me now
I'm never putting myself down like that again
Like that again
Has got me contemplating my steps
Violet lights like I cannot feel the stress
Never putting myself down like that again