Valid - I try Lyrics

I try try try
Yeah see I been trying so hard just to get me so far
The pressure drive me crazy is a drunk chauffeur
I dry my tears rainy days staying so long
At times I just dey wonder how I mana go on
This rollercoaster dedicated
Now the vision stripping naked
Panick attacks can't relax I'm reaching for the matrix
I'm tryna breathe you won't believe the words I keep inside
Is getting deep and deeper give it time I let it slide
I see red
Either you or me dead
I see me there the paradise on earth never needed birth
My folks dey biz my nigga why we no dey see bread
Hope tomorrow good to me I treat it like a free bird
They think I'm crazy my ambition over pussies
I hear you diss I no dey mind your thoughts goofy
I still dey hit my home girl my evil twin twin Is win win double coming on I see bling bling

God I need a sign
Gotta kill my pride
I'mma keep my strive
For the rainy days coming
I'mma need more time
For my soul all mine
Is a trade offline
Put everything on the line yh

God I need a sign
Gotta kill my pride
I'mma keep my strive
For the rainy days coming
I'mma need more time
For my soul all mine
Is a trade offline
Put everything on the line yh

Boy I try try try grip don't leave
I cry cry cry misery
Fountain down my face all week
Ih be time time time speed from me