Valid - Lost ones (Interlude) Lyrics

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I got issues deeper than an ocean sometimes I don't get me
Actions got value more than good intentions you misread me
Is like I'm tryna meet you halfway through be told I don't know how
I don't know if I'm coming off as lame I hear you judge me
I see it your eyes they glowing louder than your words
I'm scared to be myself in fact I don't know how to reach my myself
Hate to let most people in being comfy with myself
Tryna please you so bad I can't help it think you need some help
When I'm the one who needs the help is unavailable
Disconnect from what I feel mistaken is unbearable
I'm turning cold is better than being to nice
A curse enough to place a mask on who I am it's uneasy I let it go
I make up shit to justify the reason why I'm slacking
We all dey see the truth close people dey take advantage
They acting like they come with love
Then I also play it cool
Know I got something for you
That's why you only see my use
Mama showing love and I'm begging the world to love me

I wanted love from her for so long till I gave up on my home
Give you what you need I can't abandon you cos you my own
Taylor made emotions on and off from people that's the goal
I barely speak it makes you cheap
I'll die before accept
I'm free from guilt
Out to kill what's in my way I got a shield to filter what you feel
Better have your back cos on this track I'm not man

I'm not to friend
Not your brother
Not your son
Remove myself can't help myself
Finesse myself
I sabotage
Plenty times the man I was is buried now
I'm coming back to fight for now