Just you look at me and then you will see
Only my shadow remains of me
I feel so damned all alone, still can't bear anyone close
My constant fear enrages me
My rage I fear so much
Fallen down so many times, I forgot which way I came
To the outside world I'm failing in my head am I derailing
Fallen down so many times, I forgot which way I came
There is no safe place left to be
Existence got the best of me
Don't want you to see me this way
Though I need someone to hold on when I'm falling
So I keep pushing you away only to wonder why you didn't stay
Do not leave me, leave me be
I'm falling apart into ten thousand pieces, I lost control
And I wonder are you the wind or the paste that keeps me whole
My emotions keep on shifting from angry to afraid
It's getting harder to conceal them as they are the mask I made
I need this shield if only to survive
When forced to feel what hides beneath I won't make it out alive
Fallen down so many times, I forgot which way I came
To the outside world I'm failing in my head am I derailing
Fallen down so many times, I forgot which way I came
There is no safe place left to be
Existence got the best of me