Sometimes I wonder if I destroy things
Watch the words skid across my screen, but I don't remember typing
Maybe I could take it back, maybe we could start again in the morning
The countless hours put into driving to your place
No one's home but the dog and the beer cans stacked behind your doorway
Maybe one day you'll pick me up, maybe one day I'll see your face in the sunlight
Cuz every night around 1:35
I am able to find nirvana
She's hiding in your sheets, dirty clothes I forgot I left there last week
The afternoons seemed to fade into darkness
Premature, like March the 3rd, when I drove away before sunset
Maybe I should've stayed, maybe I should've played your game a little longer
Cuz every night around 1:35
When I was able to find nirvana
She was hiding in your sheets, dirty clothes I forgot I left there last week
And in the morning when you don't call me
I know it's because I'm leaving
Thought it was a joke, till my mom bought new suitcases
Am I too early?
It's been two months but my water is still beside your bed
Your pipe is filled, and the smell of dust continues to spin my head
Maybe I'm going insane, maybe I can try to control it this time
Cuz I miss the nights around 1:35
When I was able to reach nirvana
Hiding in my sheets, the lack of eyesight is making me go crazy
And in the morning when you start calling
I know it's because I'm leaving
Help me forget, and I'll stay over with 24 hours of notice
And waking up too early