Back in 2018 every night, I couldn't dream
And in the day, I forgot the ones from when i was a teen
All it seemed was that I was gonna end up in a cemetery
Hangin round, hauntin round, bitch you'd never see me
I was never merry, always looking at the dark side of the galaxy
Lost the amount of times i stayed in bed just staring at the ceiling
But i lost all my feelings, and i only just started my healing
Wonder why the f*ck I'm like this
Got me thinking thoughts of slitting wrists
Not mine though f*ck that shit
I know ill have my wrist glistening
People around the globe listening
And I'm making your bitch go missin'