Varley - Face To Punch Lyrics

I had a dream that you were dead
Remembered every shitty thing I ever said
I don't know why I am like that
Guess we got problems that stem back

Can't blame it on how I was raised
Had everything I wanted on a silver plate
Guess it's a predisposition
Some kind of complex condition

30 years later still too scared to show all of me
Push you down, I let you drown, you keep resurfacing

I guess I got a face that you would like to call a friend
But if you punched me in it I think I'd understand
Yeah I got a face that you would like to call a friend
But if you punched me in it I think I'd understand

I'm not just a bitch for the sake of it
Though I try to change, it always stays the same
I wake up everyday, do what they all say, I say I love myself but it never seems to help
You know that we're different, we got some screws missing
You say it's perfection
But I can't accept it

30 years later still too scared to show all of me
Push you down, I let it drown, you keep resurfacing

I guess I got a face that you would like to call a friend
But if you punched me in it I think I'd understand
Yeah I got a face that you would like to call a friend
But if you punched me in it I think I'd understand