I can't find who I am I'm locked inside this basement
I hate it, I can't wait to change this
And I know I have a problem but I'll make it
(But) I am not a problem solver baby face it
And I know that I'm lost I can't think anymore
I'm so f*cked up I'm not so sure
I tried so hard to be someone you are
It's so intolerable, 1774
I'm so gone, I can't think anymore
I don't even wanna try to go and even the score
I don't even wanna try to go up back to before
It's so f*cked up, 1774
So why do I try to cure
Everything that seems to be a mess
You want someone who is sure
And I am trying not to regret
Anything I said I know that I'm aching
I'm running out of time, and I'm losing all my patience
The waters getting high, don't you know the tides are waking
She always asked me why, don't you know that I'm not changing
And I know that I'm lost I can't think anymore
I'm so f*cked up I'm not so sure
I tried so hard to be someone you are
It's so intolerable, 1774
I'm so gone, I can't think anymore
I don't even wanna try to go and even the score
I don't even wanna try to go up back to before
It's so f*cked up, 1774