Dear Prina Video (MV)

(I couldn't do that to you)
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Dear Prina
Look
I let my thoughts run away from me
I don't know where my mind go
I never liked the easy way
Thats why I walked a tightrope
Prina, you gave me everything that I could ever need
And what did I do in return - I had to up and leave
4 years, I shared everything with you pretty much
But no I didn't fight for you, in the end I was giving up
My first girl
My first love
My first everything
Real talk I thought that I'd give you a wedding ring
Cuh you were there when I performed my first set
And I was there when you came to me and told me your nans dead
But we fell outta love
Tell I lie it was me
Girl I broke your heart
But honestly you're still a part of me
I wish the best - for you everyday
I pray when I see your name
And if he don't look after you
You know that imma buss his face
But now the love I got for you is like family
Cuz even mum and sis loved you - yh actually
They still ask
How you are
What you up to?
I tell em I don't have you on no socials - but I trust you
I know you grinding and you working to be better
Soon you'll be married like Amit, with kids, stacking that cheddar
And I pray to god that when you think of me it's never hatred
I just wasn't ready for the white picket fence, living basic
Cuz I sacrificed a normal life to go and live my dream
I don't know if I'll ever have kids and that's just how it be
I couldn't put that on you
Cuz you deserve somebody who loves you
And maybe I knew
I couldn't make you priority no.2
(I couldn't make you mine all mine)
I couldn't put that on you
Cuz you deserve somebody who loves you
And maybe I knew
I couldn't make you priority no.2
I'd choose music every single time
And my wife better recognise
No my prides never jeopardised
Wish me luck when i'm televised
But you deserve a normal guy
Who'll be there when you need him
Not a rapper whose out touring
Or in that studio every evening
And I made that choice for you
Without letting you think
But I think I know best
Thats why I let this ting slip
Regardless i'm saying thank you for everything that you did
You held me down and honestly put up with a lot of shit
I was boy when I met you and I left as a man
We grew into 2 different people so just please understand
That I really did love you - we just drifted apart
That's why I cried real tears cuh you were there from the start
You were and still are - such a damn inspiration
You were calm and collected when others would've lost there patience
I remember cooking food witchu
Even going studio witchu
Beating me at mario kart
Now i'm in a mood witchu
But you showed me how a woman should be
And I ain't talking skin deep - from your head to your feet
I'm talking bout how you act - every quality you possess
Girl you gave me standards - i could never settle for less
You taught me how a woman should be
How she supposed to react
Every quality my mother instilled in me you were that
And you were never meant to be girl i know that now
But honestly i just want you to know i'm so damn proud
You're a queen and no i couldn't tell you enough
Cuh your the one who taught about never giving up
I just pray for your happiness every single day
And when you see me on that big screen i beg you press... play
(I couldn't put that on you)
(I couldn't do that to you...)
I just pray for your happiness every single day
And when you see me on that big screen I beg you press play
I couldn't put that on you
Cuz you deserve somebody who loves you
And maybe I knew
I couldn't make you priority number 2
(I couldn't make you mine all mine)
I couldn't put that on you
(I couldn't do that to you baby I knew)
And maybe I knew
I couldn't make you priority number... Two
(Couldn't make you my baby)
(I couldn't make you mine all mine)
(I couldn't make you my baby)
(I couldn't make you mine all mine)
(Mine all mine)
(I couldn't make you my baby)