Song stuck on on a lonely night
One year gone and a million fights
Never just fine
Never alright
High on a gaslight
Finding ways to pass time
Gas on the highway
Burning since the driveway
My way or the blind games
Why're we using last names?
Don't say that it's alright
Cause it's never been fine
I can't keep myself
From hanging up
This f*cking phone again
If you cannot see
How could I hope
That you would understand?
Baby don't let me leave
My tongue won't let me breathe
I've been crushing pills
Just to get me through the night
Got me driving through the hills
Load the dice up on the ride
Can you make my last drink on the heavy side?
Got that smoke in my lungs and the tension's high
I don't think I'll make it out this time
My heart's getting colder every night
Want to love myself but I'm too far gone
Running from hell but it's been too long
Never could've thought it would all go wrong
Call me an angel but what's it all for?
What the f*ck am I doing this for?
Jaded by love til the stone broke off
Never found forever and I've never been enough
Outcast like a Dreamcast left in dead last
Where's my phone at? Who's still up?
Couldn't sleep if it's the death of me
Never had a dream
That you couldn't shoot down
Running out of steam with my body inked out
Gave you my best til the air left my chest
But hell looks sweet when god is a mess
I don't think I'll make it out this time
My heart's getting colder every night
I've been crushing pills
Just to get me through the night
Got me driving through the hills
Load the dice up on the ride
Can you make my last drink on the heavy side?
Got that smoke in my lungs and the tension's high
I don't think I'll make it out this time
My heart's getting colder every night