she pushed my heart. contused and passes to kill all my fantasies while holding (sad skull) * Video (MV)

I'm tired of making the same thing everytime
Next project I'll try again

I wanna be a better person and be more mature
And I try so many times it gets harder for sure
The type of person I am for sure it makes me hurt
Part of a family of 4 I would've died first
But somehow people love to kill me for attention
So many mistakes I did they put me in prevention
They like to be concerned but act like I didn't listen
I have no friends so I wouldn't talk about who im missing
For sure it changed my life when she betrayed me for some weed
And cheated on me for some cooler dude made me leave
I came back angered her life that made me miss a piece
Karma got me in a way that I couldn't sleep
I wouldn't scream in the top of my lungs if it miss
The suicide and the killing lyrics won't list
All without I didn't tell her things that don't exist
Because of that we never met up and didn't get a kiss

I put my life into risk
I wish nobody hear it
Why they wanna be so pissed
Increase the protection or I won't exist
I put my life into risk
I wish nobody hear it
Why they wanna be so pissed
Increase the protection or I won't exist

I had a friend once he defended me
Until no more due to my heartless mind
I bet he's part of cancel culture now he's gonna find
All the things that I killed on find some time
I once defended him but it didn't go so well
And all of sudden my person self started to swell
I'm afraid I might be cancelled so he shouldn't even tell
Like the threats when I made dan harmon I fell
A friend of a friend is what you expected worse
I told god what do I do? He never responded
Thats the sign I should belong to the devil
Who's defending now claiming claimers for my level
My enemies would celebrate they belong to heaven
I have been problematic since I was 11
All it started took a turn to the wrong way
Until I burn the whole place down till I say

I wanna be a better person and be more mature
And I try so many times it gets harder for sure
The type of person I am for sure it makes me hurt
Part of a family of 4 I would've died first
But somehow people love to kill me for attention
So many mistakes I did they put me in prevention
They like to be concerned but act like I didn't listen
I have no friends so I wouldn't talk about who i'm missing

I put my life into risk
I wish nobody hear it
Why they wanna be so pissed
Increase the protection or I won't exist
I put my life into risk
I wish nobody hear it
Why they wanna be so pissed
Increase the protection or I won't exist