Hey world
Just a memo, I'm still here
An FYI in case you forgot this broken girl
I'm still alive, I'm not sure how
My hearts bleeding and breaking and I'm sick of it now
Why is life so goddamn hard and hurtful?
Like waves of trauma knock me down again and again
It's relentless torture, so endless and brutal I see no end
Only infinity of hiding pain and playing pretend
I'm tired of saying I'm fine, every day is the same
I won't lie I am dying inside without confiding
The sadness I feel, it's f*cking shit and it's real
Please just give me a rest, there's not much more this girl can take
Hey world
Just a memo, I'm still here
An FYI in case you forgot this broken girl
I'm still alive, I'm not sure how
My hearts bleeding and breaking and I'm sick of it now
I'm restless I'm weary I'm over this shit
I'm tired of the sun rising, just for the hell of it
Its day break and so am I, I'm a cloud in your morning
Being beaten and battered is getting f*cking boring
I know it's not easy for anyone
We all wear scars and swallow pain we're hiding from
It's the unspoken playbook of life
How to survive when you're shattered, heart broken, pain sharp as a knife
So I smile and get coffee, I'm dressed for the day
I carry on because the sun rose and told me to stay
And keep fighting, keep going, just hold on a little longer
Each morning you wake, your coffees strong, but you're stronger
Hey world
Just a memo, I'm still here
An FYI in case you forgot this broken girl
I'm still alive, I'm not sure how
My hearts bleeding and breaking and I'm sick of it now
I'm tired, I'm tragic, I'm jaded, alone
I'm the alphabet of pain, I feel angry then like I'm a zero
I'm so small, but so is everyone else in this world
Just a reminder, I'm still here, I'm still this broken girl