Anxious Society Video (MV)

Yeah
Yeah
Ha
I don't wanna stay alive
I'm numb dying inside
All living organs die
Saying I'm okay I lied
Can't get in my stride
Between life and death i tried
Gun chilling on my bed side
Help me I can't decide
Life and death collide
Help me put this pain aside
Drown me by the river side
I might have to go to suicide
Will it get me verified
Dump me by the country side
Just know that i f*cking tried
Living days in uncertainty
Should of gone university
Can I get the best of me?
Living life with a million Ted Bundy's
I know you see
Full of negatives
What's to be?
Living life out of order
My brains out of ord..
Discovering new disorders
F*ck Trump with the border
Appreciate my supporters
Taking the doctors orders
We need some f*cking order
Xans for anxiety
F*cked up society
Not much of a variety
Suffering quietly
Treat us like property
Music my public diary
F*ck society
Yeah
F*ck society
Yeah
Suffer with depression
Music my expression
Making progression
Speak to a profession
Chanel your aggression
Make a confession
If you want succession
I don't wanna stay alive
I'm numb dying inside
All living organs die
Saying I'm okay I lied
Can't get in my stride
Between life and death i tried
Gun chilling on my bed side
Help me I can't decide
Life and death collide
Help me put this pain aside
Drown me by the river side
I might have to go to suicide
Will it get me verified
Dump me by the country side
Just know that i f*cking tried
I'm struggling every day
Hang me with a heavy chain
Wanna life replay
No matter what the day
Always feel the pain
Torture in my brain
I cannot contain
Everyday is rain
Suffer with depression
Music my expression
Making progression
Speak to a profession
Chanel your aggression
Make a confession
If you want succession
I don't wanna stay alive
I'm numb dying inside
All living organs die
Saying I'm okay I lied
Can't get in my stride
Between life and death i tried
Gun chilling on my bed side
Help me I can't decide
Life and death collide
Help me put this pain aside
Drown me by the river side
I might have to go to suicide
Will it get me verified
Dump me by the country side
Just know that i f*cking tried
I don't wanna stay alive
I'm numb dying inside
All living organs die
Saying I'm okay I lied
Can't get in my stride
Between life and death i tried
Gun chilling on my bed side
Help me I can't decide
Life and death collide
Help me put this pain aside
Drown me by the river side
I might have to go to suicide
Will it get me verified
Dump me by the country side
Just know that i f*cking tried
Yeah
Yeah
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