Vi5ion - Old Me Lyrics

Gotta question, you remember when i told you That i loved ya and you didn't say it back
Had me questioning our friendship, where's the trust and what's the issue
Disappeared i guess i missed you, i guess them paragraphs were cap
Got me up and feeling anxious,
Askin God why would he do it this
Analyzing every sentence
Crazy words i should retract,
Swear you said that we were closer
I smell the cap aint thinking sober
Gook a shot to bring you over,
I guess his acting was a trap
Thought i was ready tho
2 different voices in my head it feels like stereo
2 different flavors of the same just like an oreo
Cookies n cream i'm chopping down the third was killing bro
I'm locking up n shutting down
The walls are coming close
Thought it was coming slow,
I opened up, she closed the door,
I showed her love, she played a showed
For juliet he romeod
He flipped the script and changed the flow
She took the bait, the fisher pole
He reeled it in like g wit goals
To score my own i kept it low
That was the old me
Up late at night getting no sleep
Asking my God what im supposed to be
Answers are close but im out of reach
Gave her my all but i played me
Gave all my love, how did i not see
Replaced all the love with the hate for me
Pain in my heart may he rest in peace
That was the old me
That was the old me
That was the old me
That was the old me
That was the old me
That was the old me
That was the old me
That was the old me
Growing up
Thinking i knew who to trust
Love is what i thought it was
Who was i to try to judge
Replaced by who i thought i loved
Memories now not enough
Leaving now so call my bluff
Bestie for the rest of times
Replaced by who i thought was mine
Would talk but say its really fine, would call her now i'm being kind
Had me locked up in room
Consumed by my emotions from the feelings i assumed
Broken by the damaged of the love that came from you
Questioning your love, i know i got a lot to prove, but i'm still working on it
Second guessing all your actions, i was feeling lonely
Your words, they carry weight, that's why my shoulder hurting
Should've known you had my back, i'm sorry i was trippin
Backed the bone, i'm moving on with life, my old was messy
That was the old me
Up late at night getting no sleep
Asking my God what i'm supposed to be
Answers are close but im out of reach
Intrusive thoughts are coming in
Loading up the bullets, final time, they bout to take a spin
Questioning your morals, final time, im bout to call it quits
Depression and anxiety are coming back, cant let them win, no not again
That was the old me
Up late at night getting no sleep
Asking my God what i'm supposed to be
Answers are close but im out of reach
Gave her my all but i played me
Gave all my love, how did i not see
Replaced all the love with the hate for me
Pain in my heart may he rest in peace
That was the old me
That was the old me
That was the old me
That was the old me