Thinking back to all the things I should've said
When you were here, when you and I were friends
And now, stuck here, I just have to pretend
If you were here, you'd help me out again
But I forgot you did no wrong
Bottled my feelings for so long
'Cause I've been sleepin' on a couch for the entire year
And I've been waiting on my friends to all disappear
And I'm feeling kinda rough
And I'm feelin kinda rough as f*ck (As f*ck)
Sitting on my hands, I worry how I seem
To you, do I seem stuck inside a dream?
Inside a broken, hallowed-out machine
I want to be something you'd pay to see
But till then I'll stay at home
I will never pick up the phone
'Cause I've been sleepin' on a couch for the entire year
And I've been waiting on my friends to all disappear
And I'm feeling kinda rough
And I'm feelin kinda rough as f*ck (As f*ck)
Oh, this mercury retrograde has got me down
And these headaches make the world feel like it's upside down
And I'm feelin kinda rough
Feelin' kinda rough as f*ck (As f*ck)
'Cause I've been sleepin' on a couch for the entire year
And I've been waiting on my friends to all disappear
And I'm feeling kinda rough
And I'm feelin kinda rough as f*ck (As f*ck)
Oh, this mercury retrograde has got me down
And these headaches make the world feel like it's upside down
And I'm feelin kinda rough
Feelin' kinda rough as f*ck (As f*ck)