Vibrant Gray - November 3rd Lyrics

How's it start
Could you pick up the phone

You said this didn't sit right with you
But that's not what you said last week
And now you've locked yourself in our spare room
But you told me you were ready
If he's got nothing to do with this
Then why'd you punch the wall
And stay on the phone with him until 4 in the morning on my birthday?
Well I thought
You wanted me
I thought

You held my hand and said
You didn't feel the same
Or much of anything
Here
And I said
I know how that feels
I've been that way before
I swear it gets so much better
You don't have to fake it
Here's your chance so take it

I went to bed that night
And tried to cry myself to sleep
Out of spite
You came to save me
I'm sorry, I know you're busy
But I'm breaking what I'm fixing
Through tears I choked

You don't have to do anything you don't want to do
I'm not
And with your head on my chest
I think we could reset
I've got a death grip on this memory

You held my hand and said
You didn't feel the same
Or much of anything
Here
And I said
I know how that feels
I've been that way before
And it's hell
I swear it gets so much better
You don't have to fake it
Here's your chance so take it

F*ck him, he's owed some
F*ck him, he's owed some
And she screamed...
You don't deserve this
You don't deserve this
And in my disparity
It's me vs the world vs you and him
I don't think I can help it
Do you remember anything
Like a promise you made
Do you remember everything
I shouldn't have to persuade
I know you want to feel something
I guess I'm still waiting